Today Allah decided that Edz's rezeki sudah cukup. Tonight he came to meet his maker. Hubby is terribly sad but he won't say anything to me. Last time his mother passed away he hardly said anything to me. Didn't share his sadness, nothing.
It's the same thing tonight. He smsed me that his best friend was on his deathbed and he was in denial and asked me not to ask him anything about it. I seriously wished that I can share his sadness. It was his bestfriend that passed away. I knew Edz ever since I met hubby like 12 years ago.
As for Edz, it was a long battle for him. I think for 8 long years. Every moment hubby was with him. What a true friend that he is. Even time he was paralized he came to visit him and suapkan taufu fah that he bought.
He was a great friend. We will terribly miss him. I wish I was there at the funeral but it's so late at night and there's no one to take care of my sleeping son.
When he received the phone call just now and when I gave him his baju melayu, I just can't help feeling so sad and wanting to talk about it. So here I am expressing my sadness through my blog. I hope hubby can pull up a cheery face tomorrow.